My Ruin - Evening Prayer

[grauwulf]

The wages of sin,
hold my heart hostage
my mouth is still cruel,
my skin is in bondage
my body is scarred,
from lyrics I've carved
bruises I 've healed,
lips that I've starved
wounds i've replaced,
with love and with hate
the truth set me free,
but my faith was raped
I've bbroken my silence,
lied to myself
spoken in violence,
been someone else
screamed at my demons,
prayed to my god
begged from forgiveness,
my hands are still hot