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[grauwulf]

this is really bugging my brain right now, with all of this stuff going on I'm at the point of just letting all of this mundanity go away. No I'm not talking about snuffing myself (so stop planing the party :) just the construct of this highly structured life. I found an old
Behind sickle tooth and golden eyes

who am I?
you say I hold greatness,
that my name will be known among names.
I see only the bleak, dark skies, holding my to a lone ledge,
shelter full of holes and false hope.
I can see it now
the sickle toothed grin behind golen burnished eyes.
It speaks to me, tells me to find myself.
In the deep fog I meet a man,
a man who looks like me.
I feel fear in him.
The gaze of the soul-less holds me tight;
the cold caress shatters reality,
a vortex of useless emotion surrounds me.
To deny it is the path to the soul-less gaze
To embrace it is to make myself into a person I have never known.


I thought back to those words and took a moment. Once a shadow held corperial by soul, now a soul held captive by the world. How will I incorperate and assimilate what I have become to achive what I was?

BAH!, well that's what I get for smoking cloves!
away with me now, some quick studying, then off to bed.